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an american scream

by the dones

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    This Bandcamp exclusive, digital-only release includes several bonus items, including new alternate artwork, the original lyrics insert, and the original pome insert 'GOD VS NUCLEAR PHYSICS' by FJK, the work of an under-appreciated genius. A wallpaper is included, the basis of the original physical disc art.
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families discuss all sorts of matters some leave out just one thing forgetting the many sorts, shapes and sizes of debauchery we've all been led to believe success will hard work bring ignoring the many sorts, shapes and sizes of debauchery would you like to spend your waking hours hurling on the floor? picking at your mental scabs laughing with the whores? screaming at the cloud so loud yer ears begin to ring? these follow opportunities for debauchery she's fine in doses you see it's the finely titrated psychotic in me abusing the many sorts, shapes and sizes of debauchery it's god's well-designed catastrophe though ingenius we must agree these urges to play with the sorts, shapes and sizes of debauchery would you like to spend your waking hours curled up on the floor? tearing off yer mental scabs collapsing with the whores? screaming at the clouds so loud yer ears begin to ring? these follow opportunities for debauchery seems the time to draw the line just let the good lord win join the fold and hold hands but there's that urge again to relieve myself just one more time let consequences be and pursue the many sorts, shapes and sizes of debauchery.
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well it's a shame look the other way ignore the signs of who's to blame picture screams instead of dreams anymore they're all the same call yer dogs off the legs of the crippled woman who begs on yer street just below yer suite did you know that she could care less? snort a line just to pass the time engaged in other sorts of crime cuz now the wise seem to tell the lies to the children in our minds well it's a sign of the times let's watch the death toll rise holding school for the fools before we pluck out their eyes so slap yer child instill the drive install the fire inside then watch the pain fan the flame in a search for a place to hide it's pilonidal disease pilonidal disease so yer tongue has lost it's way it's unfit for the day there's no time to rewind and learn how to play the game so say goodbye to the golden boy the one smashing his toys with a gun just to have fun no more dreams to destroy then for laughs throw the kicker and just go sicker than the one before in this carnival now it's so much bigger some wonder why beneath the lies there's no control over wind and tides there's just this fog left by our god and the people are taking sides pretending they've had a taste of feeling each way i'm on the floor i'm on all fours you would think i was praying. it's pilonidal disease pilonidal disease
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stomped 03:20
detailed accounts of a crucifixion five of seven for a number scaling mountains of this affliction upsetting the moods of the others little orange bottles we can't remember seasonal affective disorder decembers poor sleep esteem hygiene posture social anxiety visine lost words and i promise you it won't let up in lieu of leading you astray today will stomp you so don't get up it's been designed this way reasonable bouts of self-medication the weekend's additional slumber seasoned doubts of yer congregations upsetting the moods of the others it's sunny outside i find me alone a storm's brewing inside my unorganized home overpriced doctors they're sicker than we are overlooked factors it's a healing disaster and i promise you it won't let up in lieu of leading you astray today will stomp you don't get up it's been designed this way and there are droves of our long sour faces we litter yer streets droves of us suffering in phases yer herd of bitter sheep.
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this process 02:17
if we could only know each other and gaze eye to eye we could do away with this whole number you'd know my insides but there's an evil bitch called money and more chores than rewards the face on my clock laughs at me swinging its arms forward well if you didn't order one cupful of my soul what are these waves coursing through these speakers for? or have you been conditioned by a lot that just don't care? those tossing coarse judgements into our air well this is a mere diddy-jingle and the stretching of few fingers for those who confound works of art with mathematical dilemmas yes there's a burden to this process yes it exacts a toll but the reward is this process not the end result.
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it's no small request i understand i'll ask you gently and only once i never mean to be a bother but i'd like you to notice the pain of others it might consume your time each day or take only a few moments it's such a small price to pay when you feel the woe of others nor is it uncommon to become depressed one can't predict yer reaction to yer first taste of another's distress throe, malady and maladaption their misery can put yers into perspective their discomfort addictive but at the end of each day yer reward remains as you become a better organism.
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there's an overpass i know where that weeping willow grows and a noose gently swings down below and then there's this bottle of pills oh how they rattle the will against this warm blade of steel folded neatly down below.
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roll it under yer tongue all over yer gums now cover the sides of yer cheeks then just relax and let twenty minutes pass you'll discover in that time sure relief pure pleasure creeps while yer sick conscience weeps discard those sticks and wrappers cut lot control numbers before you morph under to find what yer lunatic's after and understand it's much warmer than a womb its embrace is much stronger than you before long you'll know how many micros composed this analgesic tune so sorry to annoy you this feeling is transitory can't match the strength of yer body enjoy while it lasts soon a thousand more pass but the pain won't match the length of yer party but you'll suffer nonetheless i love spasms the best next to insomnia and chills but good times weren't they sure had in that dead center of sadness relief from a source distilled and understand it's much warmer than a womb its embrace is much stronger than you before long you'll know how many micros composed this analgesic tune wherever these dollops of joy are conceived peddled, carried, sold or received employees should always be armed properly and ready for those our great god wants us to be i'm afraid you won't catch or dissuade me of me and the same are simply far too many.
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what's wrong with this slowly admitting we do not know? instead of moving faster each day than before we are moving faster than each day before and where are we going? nowhere we are spinning in almost circles going nowhere why head there faster? nowhere, faster.
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i often feel a little hell inside and beggin' for more there's nowhere to go on the other side i've been there before that bridge ain't nothin' but ash & smoke those smiles they're dreams yeah that bridge ain't nothin' but sooty ash and smoke in this american scream when our flag's not burnin' or covered in blood oh yeah when ole glory's not smokin' she's flappin' halfway up well i guess you noticed things aren't how they're made to seem in this american scream i ain't got no money i'm losin' hope i's just thinkin' i ain't got no goddamn money the lord made me broke and where's that rascal when you need him anyway? there's no beam to shine yeah where's that messiah when we needed him? i'd say it's way past time i thought she could heat this sadness soaked in our ground i was hopin' she could trip up this madness dancin' through our towns or maybe he carries most the blame for this american scream i'm so happy we're marching into other lands to show 'em how to live yeah it warms the deep black chambers of my heart we have that to give too bad our uncle turned out to be a rapist he seemed so kind and now we get to ravage all those other lands too it's reason to smile on our way to hell in a red, white and blue basket i'm looking forward to it some days i'd swear i's already there now wading through it until then i'll just wait and watch them paint the scene this american scream.

about

Unearthed from the archives of an old, weary and disillusioned soul and traveller, the dones debut LP 'an american scream' has finally germinated on Bandcamp. These songs were written throughout 2004-2006, with half of them remaining unmastered until May 2008. A sonic representation of Ryan's growing disillusionment, hostility and response towards the country he was born, raised and duped in.

Due to time and energy constraints, Travis McCauley was only able to contribute his lead guitar wizardry to 3 of the 10 tracks. Travis and Ryan have been close friends and have played together often since 2004. Travis's contributions to the formation and completion of this album were invaluable.

Initially released on June 2nd, 2008 for free as 192kbps mp3 downloads via www.anamericanscream.com, this album has been downloaded thousands of times since it's initial release from all over the world. Permission to air these and other dones recordings for free have been received by the dones from around the globe since 2005. Throughout 2008-2010, 50-60 physical copies were produced by Ryan (the first 6-10 of them hand-numbered), handed out to friends and family, and left sporadically and randomly in places such as gig venues and elsewhere, including a 3-disc spattering at a local church.

The original version of this album ended with a cover of 'Death to Everyone' written by Bonnie "Prince" Billy, who received a copy from Ryan following Bonny's May 26th, 2009 show at the Bijou Theatre in Knoxville, TN. Ryan witnessed Him toss this copy 20-25 feet in the air while walking on the street to His mode of transportation before catching it behind His back and entering the vehicle. 'Death to Everyone' is not included on this digital-only release, because who would possibly consider angering the "Prince" legally or otherwise? ...as if this entry itself carries no risk...

This Bandcamp exclusive, digital-only release includes several bonus items, including new alternate artwork, the original lyrics insert, and the original pome insert 'GOD VS NUCLEAR PHYSICS' by FJK, the work of an under-appreciated genius. A wallpaper is included, the basis of the original physical disc art.

All songs written, performed, recorded, mixed, mastered and produced by Ryan Essex.

Travis McCauley played lead electric guitar on 'this process', 'the pain of others', and 'an american scream'.

The one and only Lord is featured at the end of the 'the sorts, shapes and sizes of debauchery'.

A very special thanks to Frankie, without whom this record would not exist.

And thanks Will.

Tracks 1-4 recorded and mixed at The Mold House in Greenville, SC.
Tracks 5-10 recorded and mixed at The Biohazard in Taylors, SC.
All tracks mastered at The Biohazard.

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released September 11, 2014

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